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[24 Aug 2005|02:17pm] |
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my computer at home is busted to hell.. tj was with me for the whole weekend and we had a lot of fun i think..i got a hair straightener today even though my hair is straight as a board..it adds like an inch or so. ive done community service all week, and im proud of myself for that..i havent gone out since friday night when all this crazy shit went down..it was fun as hell though.
i. can. NOT. wait. until i start school..im so psyched about it. im gonna go have a tour of the school soon..i just really cant wait. im gonna need to get an apartment too because the school is kinda far..im so psyched. nobody has any idea..EVER. at all.
ummm the adicts! the adicts are gonna be in fayetteville oct. 21st and im really fuckin psyched about that too. ive never seen an actual punk band from that long ago live. ahhhhhhhhrrr.
i am so happy right now..despite the tension between me and my parents because of certain things that happened, everything feels okay. everything feels so good.
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[17 Aug 2005|10:55pm] |
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there's nothing i can say.
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| can you hear me thinking? i should stop. |
[13 Aug 2005|10:41pm] |
( HAGGARD. )
okay, i'm in an amazing mood. i don't want it to stop. i want to talk to tj. i want to be able to sleep tonight but i'm in such a good mood. i don't even know why. i stayed home tonight, and last night. it's been awesome.
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[13 Aug 2005|04:10pm] |
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on the way home today, i saw a young man pulled off the side of the road. he was moving a turtle into the woods that was crossing the road. it made my fucking day.
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[10 Aug 2005|11:49pm] |
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"of before" on repeat. |
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"in this light, i'm lost. in the darkness of before i was, i knew where i was all the time."
i wish i weren't so confused. this never seems to go away. this feeling of never knowing what to do with myself. i wish i could jump in my brain two- maybe three years ago and live vicariously through that. i'm not sure if i'll ever be okay.
the face in the mirror's not me.
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